piercing through the night:
praying, calling, wailing:
In anguish, with uncounted tongues,
the Earth screams out her labour cry;
a cacophony of sighs
longing for the end,
the new beginning,
a moaning murmur of pain:
cries out from the ground
as nature laments
and weeps and waits
for the night to end,
for strife to cease,
for peace to come -
will it ever come?
So much noise
from a little speck
somewhere in the universe.
For hatred still reigns.
For every day
your name is blasphemed
by those who think they serve you
by causing others pain.
We are enchained
in sin and death
and cannot escape.
You who added your cry to ours,
you who made our pain your own,
you who suffer with the hurting,
you who died to save us all -
come and change this world
that preaches hatred in your name;
come and dry all tears
and let us find joy
(Technically not a "Bible women" poem because - despite the William Blake pic of Rev 12 up there - I was not thinking of a particular lady while writing it [except for the woman in labour, taken from some judgement texts but now I realise it doesn't fit too badly to the Rev 12 lady] but this made me want to post it here. And yes the original background and "point" of the poem is very different - as you'll see from the original commentary below - but when certain things happen in the world, I often think "Maranatha" so I suppose this isn't all that unfitting.)
[17. March 2014]
"Marana tha" = o Lord, come!
Though I just read that it could also mean "the Lord has come" - hm, I wonder what the double meaning does to the poem... (you tell me)
I just watched Agora
and was pretty moved, and shocked at the un-Christian behaviour of
certain "Christians". Whether the film is historically accurate can be
debated, but it is a fact that there are many so-called Christians doing
evil things in the name of God even now, retaliating with violence
instead of answering evil with good, keeping grudges instead of
forgiving, causing wars (in God's name - which I think is a worse abuse
of God's name than saying "oh my God", by the way), and excusing harsh
judgement with "standing up for truth". In the city where I live, famous
reformers (Zwingli and Bullinger) had other Christians (anabaptists) drowned
just because of doctrinal differences. In the Central African Republic,
Christians are killing Muslims and one hardly even hears about it. And
it is no excuse saying elsewhere Christians are being persecuted
too. The Christian response to evil should always be love,
non-retaliation, forgiveness, because that is Jesus' example: He even
forgave those who nailed Him to the cross, which is more than some
Christians have done (who e.g. used the fact that Jews contributed to
Jesus' death as a reason for persecuting them - argumentation that
ultimately led to the Holocaust).
This kind of thing does not
make me lose faith in God, because I know God is different and what some
"christians" are doing runs contrary to the Scriptures. But it does
make me depressed about humanity. This world is full of evil. BUT that
does not mean there is no hope. Jesus is coming again to make all things
right - and that is why if the world makes us hopeless, we can turn
with hope to His return, when all this hatred and pain and sin will be
over. I believe this kind of hope is not a passive retreat from the
world, hiding away from all the overwhelming evil and sorrow - Jesus
taught us that waiting for His return means being prepared, being
found doing that which He sent us to do. Which means following in His
footsteps, being ambassadors of reconciliation (2 Cor 5).
Anyway those were the thoughts behind this poem...
- This was inspired in particular by one scene in Agora:
Christians are killing Jews (in retaliation for a Jewish attack), and
then everything zooms out and you see the Earth floating in space, and
keep hearing the screams. And I thought: God hears this all the time.
And not just from a distance, but right up close, because He hears right
into our hearts even when we don't raise our voices. Imagine God having
to hear all this screaming all the time.
- The "labour" image was inspired by some judgement texts in the prophets
/ Psalms where a city hit by God's judgement is compared to a woman in
labour; also, Jesus compared the signs that come before His second
coming with labour. Labour is pain but half-way positive, in that it
works towards something, and there's hope at the end (child being born).
- The bit with nature weeping and longing too is from Romans 8: "We know that the whole creation has been groaning in labor pains until now; and
not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have the first fruits of
the Spirit, groan inwardly while we wait for adoption, the redemption of
- I often "need" a last stanza that ties everything together with Christ,
in particular the suffering Christ. I see Jesus on the cross as the one
who suffers with us as well as for us, who knows our pain, who
bore it Himself to the utter point of God-forsakenness. The strongest
comfort, for me, is knowing that whatever pain we go through, Jesus
knows it because He feels it too.
Jesus is coming soon and that is a good thing!
Christians, remember that "repent!" means you too.